Shucks it has been months since my last blog entry. I juz read my frenz blog, i feel so sad and sick.
Why do i Feel Sad?
Cos i Didn't Know that we had been doing so much hurtful things to my dearest frenz, my friend whom i had known for 6 years. You may ask what is six years to you, but in actual fact its a very long time, especially to me.
Why do i feel Sick?
I juz told my mom the other day i know how to take care of people's feelings. I guess u told a lie, i didn't know wat others are thinking, i don't even know what my friends are thinking, i don't know wat ZC is thinking, i don't know what L is Thinking, I don't know wat KL is thinking, I don't know what QJ is thinking, i Don't know wat XY is thinking, I don't even know what the whole world is thinking. I guess I know nuts.

I really don't know what to think anymore, is it just me or is it the whole world things seems to be always against me. How many times have i tolerated dejection and defeats already? Its not as if i am formidable. How many times have i brushed aside the sand and tell myself its alright and i should stand up and fight again? Countless. Why in the world am i left out here high and dry? I just need some people out there to tell me its alright just carry on u will be fine, we will be always behind you. Why is it always me who is saying this i am sick and tired.Really sick...... and..... T..i..r...e........d................