I honestly think that my Language is getting from bad to worse no wonder i get lousy grades for my GP. Aniwae i feel so bored, which brings us to a point that actually all of us like to be the centre of attraction i think. Which i think to be very true, that is precisely what i am thinking about now. People yearn for attention, so do I. People like others to revolve around them, so do I. Its not the way that we need attention like big stars nor are we in need of special services. But rather is the kind of feeling that we are being care for. The feeling that we are important and not just a stray dog or cat along the road. Yet sometimes we feel that we are just a floating figure in your life, the messages that i sent to you that are never replied the phone calls that you never picked up the emails that you promised to reply but you never did. Maybe i am just an insignificant figure whose words are worthless and presence not felt. But could i just have a bit of your care even out of sympathy would be so enough for me.