Stayed at home the whole of today. Din accomplish much.
Checked out the Skype thing last night with Ben and Andrew had a conference call. And added XiaoQ to my list this morning.
Call him a couple of times on the skype thing not too bad.
Now i am getting ready to go back.
Actually i wanted to ask her to go out today but i lacked to guts. i know that she is busy today with some stuff. Wanted to say "Can i meet you After you are done? I don't mind waiting" but some how when i called her i just couldn't bring myself to say it.
Yesterday chatted with you online for a while. I was quite happy, but i guess i was dwelling in my own happiness. There is just no point, after all it has been so long and i am still getting no where near you. i think i should just give it up.
Yup i am going back soon. let fate decide if i should be able to meet you. but more often than not there is just no chance of it happening at all.
Think i should just get lost and never come back again, nowhere near you.