Saturday
Worked till 1 then had my lunch at Hougang Mall.
The food there is qt sucky though the Western is qt shitty so is the ban Mian.
I am toking abt the food court but the hawkers i have not tried yet..

Then went to teach tuition, 2.30, 3.30, 4.30, 5.30........6.00
yeah done haha... din really wanted to teach so long but there are problems to solve for the kid.
So had to finish up everything before I go.
I was so tired after that.. I think its really draining... especially when i gotta work and do so many things at the same time.

Wanted to go do survey after that but i reckoned that its too tiring for my body. dun wanna stretch it to its limit.
So i went home and stayed there haha... watch tv online, chat and stuff... But for some reason i was moody, I needed some 1, some 1 whom i can chat wif.... I called Kanglin, then Lionel, then Nizhen, then Al, none of them picked up.. i called zhi cheng.. still no answer...

I had nv felt so desperate. I had nv felt so lost. I din noe who else i can look for. Its like i lost the whole world back then.
But then lionel called me back, but it wasn't the same anymore, there was not a slightest hint of happiness in me.
I asked him what i wanted to, and i answered my own qns that was it.
Was moody the whole night.

My computer tio virus... or spyware i think its some spyware quake thingy, any 1 noes how to fix it?
Haiz dunno wat my bro and father surfed... dunno wat webby sites they been to apparently its not me cos i am hardly at home to use it. Even if I use i only switch on msn to chat that's all.
Now i muz clear up the shit trail they left behind. It's juz making me sick and tired.

Sunday

Woke up late, cos i slept late the previous nite. by the time i woke up its already 11 plus haha...
wanted to do survey,
but bouyed by the sloth devil in me... I drag and took my time and eventually there wasn't any time left to do anything.
I had to leave home at abt 2 plus to meet up with yoke khoon and kanglin to go Plaza Singapura together, celebrate caiting's bdae.
Watched Cars, its a really amazing movie,
showing us feelings that we had all experience at any 1 point in time thru animated cars.
We all need frenz. But had we ever showed that we cared or are we juz too self centred.
Sometimes I really dunno the answer.
I mean with frenz we wouldn't be too concerned with a lot of things.
But sometimes we are juz too concerned with money and i do not know why.
I mean most of the time I will try to pay 1st like presents or stuff.
Most of the times I will ask for it, and try to get it back.
For 1 reason, probably due to my upbringing and the lack of money in a sense,
I will somewhat treasure money more than its intrinsic value.
But recently i haf been trying hard to overwrite my system.
I try to pay for things 1st with the thinking that I am not gg to get them back.
But seems like sometimes I also forgot whether they do.
And I bought myself a lot of things... To the extend of overspending.
I guess sooner or later its gg to go beyond my limits.
sometimes I dun even noe where am I heading towards.