Tuiton yesterday Night.. Ok it was pretty fun. Not too bad i mean I actually like teaching kids haha.... Maybe i should become a teacher.... No No that's not right.

I do not want to view this world too innocently. I know that there are more things happening out there than I noe and I want to find out. I will become a teacher when I am more mature. Haha. And i want to teach only people who are willing to learn. Not those who learn for the sake of learning.

Haha... I guess not many people will understand the last part.

I think I love chatting with people especially on the phone. Was chatting wif my tutee the siblings to tell the person more abt the brother. Yup. sharing view points on things haha. I mean its really fun to tok abt this stuff... Then i called my fren ask her abt myself haha... what is my kind of character to her lah.. She is damn gd at looking at a person's character. So wanted her to tell me her honest opinion. There she goes:

"You are mature in your financial planning"

"But thinking wise and the interpersonal realtionships wise you are childish..."

Oh my upon hearing this i was damn defensive, I mean if some one says that to you how will you react. I wanted to flare up. Seriously. But i curbed my emotions. I mean I asked her for the honest opinion, so I should accept it.

" ... like the time when we go out eat ask u where u wanna go u say anything.... so irritating..."

ok i mean some times I don't really want to make decisions, I shirk responsibility, why cos I have been making desicions like almost all of my life, I am the big brother, I was the President. When I make a wrong move I get blasted to death. So I have become a fugitive running away from responisbility.

"...when you keep needing assurances... it gets on my nerves....."

Ok yup I understand the whole picture now. I run away, yet I am still co concern about people's opinion about myself. That's bad. No wonder they say that girls and guys are different. Girls are invited to do that. But guys if you are like this you are like a irritating pest. So we should be indifferent, yet caring.... OMG.

"... Like the other time that guy he put it in a way i feel comfortable yet he is making the decision, .... 1st he let me look ard for wat i wanted to eat 1st, he had already made his desicion, then he knew that I cannot make up my mind, and true enough I said 'I dunno wat to eat leh' , He din make me follow wat he wanted to eat he merely suggested it in a subtle way..."

Ok so I get the meaning, no wonder guys die younger haha... cos 1st thing we have to understand the girl; moreover we still gotta let them think that we are not pushy or MCP. Wow!

Haha. enough of that. After that in the night, I called Al, and we tok haha... so fun I mean its really nice toking on the phone wif her there is like so many things to tok abt and she makes funny observations about people.
That's so interesting. =Þ.
I realised that we haven't really fully planned for our saturday outing.
Ok this time must take some action cannot go out blur blur already. haha.
dunno if she will see this... haha... meet at 5 plus, city hall can?
Go suntec for dinner, movies, see wat slots there are then we shall see if we haf dinner or movie 1st.