Haha. It feels good to be at home for 1 day. slack around do my stuff and do my work. Boy it feels damn gd man. I miss my home. I miss my family, I miss my brother and sister. Sometimes i feel guilty towards my family also. I haven't been giving them enough of my attention. As a big Brother, i am suppose to guide the younger 1s, yet i dun really have the time to do so. It all boils down to the amount of school work that i have and the commitments of sports club.

Missing qiu Jie's outing on monday also made me felt bad. So sorry Qiu jie really wanted to come, but damn it. The meeting ended so late. Haiz. 12 hr marathon meeting, i din noe it would have ended so late man. But i dun think there's a choice man. I think we need to come out with a more productive way of conducting meetings.

Actually sometimes there were just too much things to be done and too lil time, we stress ourselves excessively to the extent that our body could no longer keep up. Our minds just keeps wandering off. We are nothing but a mere zombie, we can no longer feel ourselves. We just do things we are required to do. There's no longer a thing called choice. It seems so far and ambiguous. So what was the last time it was near?